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(in order for this to make ANY sense whatsoever, you have to listen to ftl arc 104, which is complete; and then go read august's fic(s) that are followups to that. this takes place almost directly after part two so, sorry, you gotta read 20k of fic. boohoo.

anyway annabel in the hotel is a concept i remain obsessed with so here she is again.)



Annabel preferred to stay above the eighteenth floor of the Hotel. It was nothing against Floors particularly, who was fun to hang out with in small doses; but ever since she'd touched souls with the living version of herself it was harder to come into contact with what had become of that House.

She did make an exception, however; between two and four in the morning (or whatever counted for morning in a timeless Hotel) she qualified as Staff, and had access to employee-only zones. Rarely did she take advantage of this loophole in her contract, as more often than not it meant losing what made Annabel to the wind.

However. There were extenuating circumstances.

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this is the seventeenth entry in a 31 day microfic "challenge" (self-imposed) i've been doing for oc-tober. most of the other microfics i'm writing are novel backstory, but i looked at this prompt-- that i wrote myself-- and thought "well, there's only one person this could be."



On the thirteenth floor of the hotel is a room locked by three different keys. The night manager has one. Concierge has the second. The third has been missing for an indeterminate amount of time, as the hotel itself is somewhen that Time cannot reach.

None of those locks matter a whit to Annabel Lee.

It isn't a secret that she spends most of her time here. No one tries to stop her. No one says she can't go in. She is unbound from the contract that trapped her with the anomaly on the ground floor and her name is held by a second anomaly she found chainsmoking on the roof. There was never a lock that could keep her out of a room when she was alive, and that certainly won't change now that she's dead and bound to the hotel.

From the hall it appears like any other room, the one four doors down from the elevator with a creaky floorboard just outside. Inside, she sits on a field of pale red grass (not pink, not quite) and folded paper flowers, and lays back to stare at the ceiling, where she can see every moment of her death across every world she has ever been in.

The living cannot comprehend something like this. There is a madness that comes from being contracted to the Queen of the Dead.

A phantom breeze ruffles her hair and the flowers that surround her. The moments of her death aren't exactly visions in the clouds, nor are they seen at all. It's the only word I can use to hope to describe the sensation. As I said, the living cannot comprehend something like this.

If you were to conceive of this as a spiderweb, or perhaps more like a window broken by a baseball or medium-sized rock, then her fall from the top of the lighthouse is the point of impact where everything broke. It doesn't prescribe her other deaths, but it does preclude her soul becoming stuck after every time she dies. Within the memory banks of Corvus. In the House, and the hallways of the Hotel. Woven into the summoning name on the back of the professor’s tongue, and burned into the heart of the Ceaseless Howl.

Here, surrounded by every death she's ever had, Annabel finds every missing, shattered piece of her soul to piece back together. It's the only place left in any world where she truly feels whole.

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when i wrote the first half of the soulmate au i COMPLETELY forgot how arc 60 ended, which meant that i churned this out in about an hour and deep in my own feelings. i want them to be happy and in my heart of hearts, they are.

do NOT read this if you've not listened to arc 60. i'm serious. the moment that leads to this fic is best heard unspoiled. also DO read this fic before you read this one for context for the particular soulmate au involved here.

technically this is long enough for ao3 so maybe i'll crosspost it, lol




There's a lot of things Theo has been trying not to think about since the wizard shoved them out the doors of the hotel.

The fact that their colors have been fading, one by one, when they'd kept all of them their whole time in the hotel is one thing they can't avoid.
Neither is the fact that, by all rights, Theo Delaney does not exist in the reality they found themselves in. It isn't the same world as… the version of Andreyes they had been confronted with in their office— if it was, Theo is certain that they would have seen his crew follow after them.

But they are not here. And trying to build an identity when you have no money and no idea of the rules of reality and completely lost your sense of how time flows…

Okay, Theo has been thinking about a lot of things they shouldn't be thinking about.
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me: hey this opening scene is really great set-up for a soulmate au where you don't see colors until you see your soulmate for the first time
jade: mk i will pay you to write this
me, with a doc open already: i mean


anyway i have a lot of notes for this one and this isn't going to be the end of this by a long shot but: figured i'd give you this for now. love me some davey/theo. sorry did i say davey? i meant andreyes. sidenote: hey mab, we should talk about the fact that andreyes' cousin is definitely a rumrunner and diamond thief.


set in the same universe as arc 59 (1920s prohibition era) just, yknow, for context.




It happens too quickly, and yet the moment stretches into molasses.

Andreyes is looking out over the crowd of his father’s constituents, fiddling with one of the rings on his fingers. In the early afternoon air, buoyed by Father’s words, the people standing there are swaying like flowers in a field, but that doesn’t mean Andreyes won’t notice any out of place movement. There’s something that catches his eye, and his gaze flicks to it.

A person, lingering at the edge of the crowd, newsboy cap tipped up on their face, one hand caught in their suspenders. There’s something familiar about the look in their eyes… but Andreyes doesn’t have the time to marvel at the softness of their face before a chance moment of eye contact makes him freeze.
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this week's old curiouscat prompt from last year is "what if we... kissed... in the backseat of your car... ha ha just kidding... unless..? (whatever characters)" and after listening to ftl 40 parts 1&2 and some enlightening discussions with jade, this happened. there's a lot of offscreen miscommunication in this one. reuben/morden, past marlowe/morden and reuben/marlowe.

yes, this is just yennefer and jaskier meeting up after the dragon hunt. what the fuck ever.




this town was too fucking small, reuben thought morosely to themself, as morden bought them another drink. how was it that in all the joints in this godsforsaken city they ran into the absolute last person they ever wanted to see?

"you look like shit, darling," morden noted, sliding the shotglass across the bar. reuben took it and drank the whole thing down in lieu of an answer. "oh, there's no need to rush on my account. if you're really in such a hurry to leave, you could just say."

"fuck off, ferrideh," reuben grumbled. "i'm really not in the mood."

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had a prompt for an indirect kiss on curiouscat which has been sitting around since last november and i just had an idea for it based on thoughts from this morning. firebrands 'verse, reuben/kari, kari/marlowe, probably future reuben/marlowe, and reuben being a disaster twink. too long for curiouscat so y'all get it instead.



when reuben stumbled down the stairs that morning, following coffee by only their nose, it was to find that no one had done the dishes again.

"shit fuck motherfucker," they muttered, nearly tripping over one of jo's shoes (again) and catching themself on the counter. "goddamnit jo, kari can't be the only competent adult in this relationship." or, you know, whatever. reuben kicked at the kitchen island and hissed as pain lanced up their ankle.

the cabinets yielded no mugs left and one very lonely bowl, which would have to do. not like this day was gonna be worth much anyway, if the pain lancing up reuben's leg was anything to go by; but the coffee would help it not be a wash. and besides, reuben knew kari had a little routine, and they would never admit it aloud, but they hated to interrupt it.

"let him sleep in," reuben muttered, trying to make their coffee machine work without making any noise. "give him a break, i say, and what do i get for it? a janked coffeemaker with no other alternative but to bang the pieces back into place."

"have you tried plugging it in?" asked a pleasant voice, and reuben whirled around.

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oh hey since the second set of ftl ttifom episodes came out i guess this tiny snippet that follows the final scene of 24.2 doesn't need to be a secret anymore.

if you haven't listened to arc 24 don't read this fic. you've been warned!



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