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ok so last month i wrote two weeks of my ftl characters interacting with each other bc it was fun and i wanted to, and midway through the challenge i got Back Into my mal and ariel feelings and scribbled this down. haven't been able to publish it because it was endgame spoilers, but i can now. don't read this if you're not completely caught up on dumb kids playing hero, even though this actually takes place mid season 3.



Mal was awoken from a half-doze by tiny paws climbing onto his chest.

For a moment, disoriented, he wasn't sure where he was, or when he was, or when he got a cat— but then he remembered. Arizona. 2005. The cat was his little sister.

That was a strange thing to think: "my little sister is a cat.” But, well, stranger things had been happening. Aliens were real and could hurt him. Did, in fact, hurt him. His sister being able to morph into a cat whenever she pleased barely scratched the surface anymore.

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this is the seventeenth entry in a 31 day microfic "challenge" (self-imposed) i've been doing for oc-tober. most of the other microfics i'm writing are novel backstory, but i looked at this prompt-- that i wrote myself-- and thought "well, there's only one person this could be."



On the thirteenth floor of the hotel is a room locked by three different keys. The night manager has one. Concierge has the second. The third has been missing for an indeterminate amount of time, as the hotel itself is somewhen that Time cannot reach.

None of those locks matter a whit to Annabel Lee.

It isn't a secret that she spends most of her time here. No one tries to stop her. No one says she can't go in. She is unbound from the contract that trapped her with the anomaly on the ground floor and her name is held by a second anomaly she found chainsmoking on the roof. There was never a lock that could keep her out of a room when she was alive, and that certainly won't change now that she's dead and bound to the hotel.

From the hall it appears like any other room, the one four doors down from the elevator with a creaky floorboard just outside. Inside, she sits on a field of pale red grass (not pink, not quite) and folded paper flowers, and lays back to stare at the ceiling, where she can see every moment of her death across every world she has ever been in.

The living cannot comprehend something like this. There is a madness that comes from being contracted to the Queen of the Dead.

A phantom breeze ruffles her hair and the flowers that surround her. The moments of her death aren't exactly visions in the clouds, nor are they seen at all. It's the only word I can use to hope to describe the sensation. As I said, the living cannot comprehend something like this.

If you were to conceive of this as a spiderweb, or perhaps more like a window broken by a baseball or medium-sized rock, then her fall from the top of the lighthouse is the point of impact where everything broke. It doesn't prescribe her other deaths, but it does preclude her soul becoming stuck after every time she dies. Within the memory banks of Corvus. In the House, and the hallways of the Hotel. Woven into the summoning name on the back of the professor’s tongue, and burned into the heart of the Ceaseless Howl.

Here, surrounded by every death she's ever had, Annabel finds every missing, shattered piece of her soul to piece back together. It's the only place left in any world where she truly feels whole.

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me: hey this opening scene is really great set-up for a soulmate au where you don't see colors until you see your soulmate for the first time
jade: mk i will pay you to write this
me, with a doc open already: i mean


anyway i have a lot of notes for this one and this isn't going to be the end of this by a long shot but: figured i'd give you this for now. love me some davey/theo. sorry did i say davey? i meant andreyes. sidenote: hey mab, we should talk about the fact that andreyes' cousin is definitely a rumrunner and diamond thief.


set in the same universe as arc 59 (1920s prohibition era) just, yknow, for context.




It happens too quickly, and yet the moment stretches into molasses.

Andreyes is looking out over the crowd of his father’s constituents, fiddling with one of the rings on his fingers. In the early afternoon air, buoyed by Father’s words, the people standing there are swaying like flowers in a field, but that doesn’t mean Andreyes won’t notice any out of place movement. There’s something that catches his eye, and his gaze flicks to it.

A person, lingering at the edge of the crowd, newsboy cap tipped up on their face, one hand caught in their suspenders. There’s something familiar about the look in their eyes… but Andreyes doesn’t have the time to marvel at the softness of their face before a chance moment of eye contact makes him freeze.
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i really gotta stop writing shit that's too long for curiouscat.

this is actually pretty universe agnostic which is pretty neat, don't know how i managed it. someone asked for "tavi birthday cake" and i just got really emotional thinking about this kid. context: at some point blackjack gets followed home by a little homeless werepup and ends up going full papa wolf and they just don't leave and that's his kid now. tavi is i think seven in this but i'm not a hundred percent.




it wasn’t unusual to wake up in the apartment with the smell of something delicious baking, but usually it was after a nap, not at… tavi checked the little clock they kept buried in their nest. eight in the morning? dad— ezekiel, was usually at work at eight in the morning, and meridian’s baking was okay but it wasn’t ezekiel’s. he’d be the first to say it.

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this week's old curiouscat prompt from last year is "what if we... kissed... in the backseat of your car... ha ha just kidding... unless..? (whatever characters)" and after listening to ftl 40 parts 1&2 and some enlightening discussions with jade, this happened. there's a lot of offscreen miscommunication in this one. reuben/morden, past marlowe/morden and reuben/marlowe.

yes, this is just yennefer and jaskier meeting up after the dragon hunt. what the fuck ever.




this town was too fucking small, reuben thought morosely to themself, as morden bought them another drink. how was it that in all the joints in this godsforsaken city they ran into the absolute last person they ever wanted to see?

"you look like shit, darling," morden noted, sliding the shotglass across the bar. reuben took it and drank the whole thing down in lieu of an answer. "oh, there's no need to rush on my account. if you're really in such a hurry to leave, you could just say."

"fuck off, ferrideh," reuben grumbled. "i'm really not in the mood."

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had a prompt for an indirect kiss on curiouscat which has been sitting around since last november and i just had an idea for it based on thoughts from this morning. firebrands 'verse, reuben/kari, kari/marlowe, probably future reuben/marlowe, and reuben being a disaster twink. too long for curiouscat so y'all get it instead.



when reuben stumbled down the stairs that morning, following coffee by only their nose, it was to find that no one had done the dishes again.

"shit fuck motherfucker," they muttered, nearly tripping over one of jo's shoes (again) and catching themself on the counter. "goddamnit jo, kari can't be the only competent adult in this relationship." or, you know, whatever. reuben kicked at the kitchen island and hissed as pain lanced up their ankle.

the cabinets yielded no mugs left and one very lonely bowl, which would have to do. not like this day was gonna be worth much anyway, if the pain lancing up reuben's leg was anything to go by; but the coffee would help it not be a wash. and besides, reuben knew kari had a little routine, and they would never admit it aloud, but they hated to interrupt it.

"let him sleep in," reuben muttered, trying to make their coffee machine work without making any noise. "give him a break, i say, and what do i get for it? a janked coffeemaker with no other alternative but to bang the pieces back into place."

"have you tried plugging it in?" asked a pleasant voice, and reuben whirled around.

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i was listening to the most recent episode and i said something in the discord about corra and otto getting married a la will and elizabeth in pirates of the caribbean so here. have some end-of-the-world shenanigans (that i may expand on later to include the actual vows) that hopefully will be jossed to hell later (i'm looking at you, bryan)

don't read this if you're not caught up



They've just fought off the first wave of undead mooks when it occurs to Corra that... they might actually not make it out of this alive. She's constantly doing headcounts, making sure no one's down entirely (she's already had to drag Tseer back to his feet once) and she's running dangerously low on spell slots. They're not going to be able to handle much more of this.

Otto's at her back, the natural red of their hair bleeding through at the roots; it always makes her doubletake, afraid they have a head wound, before she remembers. If she's gonna die, she's glad she's dying with them at her side in the middle of trying valiantly to save the world. All that said... she's been trying to use her rage that they're not going to get a wedding to push through, to spur her to try and win, but her resolve is breaking down fast. She's going to be so mad if they die unmarried when they almost died before they got engaged but managed to make it out.

They'll make it out of this. They have to.
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oops only trwih fic hours rn i guess

have some tseer&seshmir in a sort of superhero-into the spiderverse mash-up cause fuck it the possible dynamic here is just way too fucking good to pass up



Tseer lands on top of the streetlamp a little harder than he would have liked, making the whole thing wobble. Holding his breath and his wings very still, he waits until it stops moving before he relaxes his perch, letting his wings droop.

Time to take stock of the carnage. There's a couple Alarms going off in the distance, and his own head is still ringing with the force of a Thunderwave he got caught in. A bunch of his feathers are out of place, and his shoulder feels a little misaligned.

Otherwise, no lasting damage.

He's about reaching up to tug off his mask when he hears footsteps and a soft voice below him say, "Blue Darter, huh?"

Oh no.
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sorry to the gang for being silly with your characters, also i promise i'm gonna write corra/otto i just wanna catch up a little more first. (these little things contain NO spoilers for the show beyond MAYBE arc one so don't even worry about it.)

today we have tseer/wyatt with some pre-canon bodyguard shenanigans and tessa/ai in a 1940s au, both of which were way too much fun to write and FAR too short for me to feel comfortable posting to ao3 at this point so like. 

here y'all go. )

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